FUCK, NO, CHAO, WHY ARE YOU LEAVING?! WHY, WHY, WHY, CHAOSKEY?! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME, TO US ALL?! ;A;

...and here you were sad about Rukai leaving. Chao, you hypocrite

I hate losing friends so much. It's happened many times. And now you. Bah. I feel like crying, seriously. I'm probably fucking too emotional, but I really am going to miss you. Maybe you'll decide to come back some time in the future... maybe.

I'm lonely. Sitting at home, can't really meet up with friends... And nobody ever wants to talk to me online these days. I feel so fucking grateful for ~Qagusia, ~istrill and ~Deid for keeping me company from time to time. Without you, guys, I probably would have become more depressed. I'm barely making do anyway. I spend more time with my family, but... I feel like there's a huge gap between us that just won't close. They don't know many things about me and I know shit about some things concerning them. Where have I been this whole time? ...I feel like switching off my computer now. I'm probably going to do that as soon as I finish writing this journal.

To end up in a more cheerful way... I fell in love with Shippuuden's new ending. Mostly because of the lovely girls in swimsuits. And also because of Gaara in a spandex suit—where did that even come from?

I also love Karin's voice. I don't care what other people think about it, but I think it fits her well.

I intended to write my journal about something entirely different, but when I went to =Chaoskey's profile I became all depressed. Pardon me.

~Sel